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Post by Kait on Jun 16, 2006 17:36:11 GMT -5
*Drake didn't answer, swallowing back a sob. He felt so stupid and helpless that he couldn't stand it. He sent a chair into the wall with enough force to dent and crack the wall before giving a frustrated yell and sending a lamp after it, watching it shatter.*
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Post by Ze on Jun 16, 2006 17:39:18 GMT -5
"Drake!" Wilde pounded on the door, but then just gave up.
"Fine... f**k you... I'm sorry I'm not perfect enough for you. I'm sorry I'm a slut, and I'm sorry that you had to like me for even a second." he stormed away from the door.
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Post by Kait on Jun 16, 2006 17:44:47 GMT -5
*Drake growled and turned torward the door, nearly wrenching it from it's hinges with a single glance. He stormed after Wilde, roughly grabbing hold of him.* "Stop it! Just stop it! It's my problem, not yours! D***it! Don't you get it?! I want you! And I can't even have you to myself in my own f**king apartment!"
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Post by Ze on Jun 16, 2006 17:50:17 GMT -5
"yeah, that is your problem... but it's mine to Drake. You can't just push me away every time you get upset about something. Every time something happens to make you mad you end up treating my like I'm some... dirty slut! Yeah, I had a lot of sex before... But I keep telling you, I'm not like that anymore... I don't go from person to person, and you're not the only one that's pissed off about what happened with your d**n keys! I'M the one who it happened to, or did you forget that while you were telling me I'd like someone shoving their hand down my pants?" he glared and tried to pull away, Drake's grip hurting.
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Post by Kait on Jun 16, 2006 17:57:30 GMT -5
"You're right ok?! I'm a b******! I'm a good for nothing b****** who can't do anything right! I always have been! I don't mean to hurt you, but I do it anyway! I can't protect you from anything, even myself! That's why I've been alone my whole life! I f**k everything up! And then you think I hate you, not realizing that you're the only person here that I don't hate!" *A tear rolled down his cheek and he abruptly let go of Wilde, turning away from him and violently wiping his eyes with the back of his sleeve.*
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Post by Ze on Jun 16, 2006 17:59:47 GMT -5
"Drake, would you stop turning away from me? You're supposed to actually talk to me! I'm not just here for making out and a good f**k... you're supposed to actually trust me enough to let me in..." his shoulders slumped a bit.
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Post by Kait on Jun 16, 2006 18:06:23 GMT -5
*Drake shook his head, closing his eyes tightly.* "I never wanted you for the kissing or the sex... I just want you because you're you... And it scares the sh** out of me, Wilde..."
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Post by Ze on Jun 16, 2006 18:09:02 GMT -5
"why? what's so wrong about it? what's so scary?"
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Post by Kait on Jun 16, 2006 18:16:24 GMT -5
"I can't get close to you... I can't let you in... You'll just keep getting hurt and disappointed... That's why things have always been the way they were... No friends, no family, no lovers... Just me. Can't you understand that? Can't you understand that you can't ever get close to me? Look at what I've done already..."
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Post by Ze on Jun 16, 2006 18:18:30 GMT -5
"why? why can't I get close? I mean, if you really cared about me, you'd let me in, or you'd atleast try. If you don't... why try and keep me here? If you don't care about me, then don't let me stay here..."
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Post by Kait on Jun 16, 2006 18:22:23 GMT -5
*Drake turned to face him fully again, shaking his head.* "I do care about you! I care about you more than I've cared about anything for a long long time! I just... I don't know! I don't know what I'm doing! I'm just so confused and so tired of disappointing people..."
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Post by Ze on Jun 16, 2006 18:26:04 GMT -5
"then what good am I...? I'm your boyfriend... I'm supposed to help you... but I can't... Drake you need to either let me help you, or just kick me out... cause right now I get the impression I'm just bad for you..."
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Post by Kait on Jun 16, 2006 18:28:01 GMT -5
*Drake shook his head.* "You've got it the wrong way around... I'm sorry if I made you feel that way... I'm sorry for all of the horrible things I've said to you... I'm sorry that I can't seem to give you what you want..."
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Post by Ze on Jun 16, 2006 18:30:54 GMT -5
"you've given me what I want... but you don't understand much about relationships... look... I'm gonna go to the park for awhile... give you some time to be alone and think, all right? if you figure things out come find me... if you don't, I'll be back around dark..." he looked at Drake for a bit before leaning in and kissing his cheek, then he went to the door.
((just go with it, I have an idea ((((deja vu)))) that will let Drake release some stress.))
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Post by Kait on Jun 16, 2006 18:32:59 GMT -5
*Drake wanted to protest, but he just gave a resigned nod...* "All right... but... be careful... please...?"
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